for
a thirteen-year-old
it
seemed like a long greyhound ride
from
cleveland heights to rural pennsylvania
just
after my thirteenth birthday
life
changing you might call it
like
from winkie's sixteen-cent hamburgers
at
the corner of cedar & lee
to
throwing hay bales in 90 degree heat
we
lived in a 32-foot trailer
but
by the time theresa
& butch
& johnny joined us
we
were busting at the seams
in
spite of this radical departure
theresa
knew how to make sense out of it all
like
when we all piled into the turquoise ford
and
went down to pittsburgh for a pete seeger concert
worried
man blues
we
seemed to live it
so
i ran the hills of butler county
like
i was on a mission
like
i was roger bannister
but
without a country
on
the first day of school
my
eighth grade history teacher
said
to the class "are there any jews here?"
as
everyone turned to me olive skin & curly dark hair
so
it only seemed natural that we would
settle
everything on the wrestling mat
or
the rutty 440 yard running track
circling
the football field
i
never believed acceptance
had
to be earned
like
who said inalienable rights
needed
gatekeepers
by
the time we moved again
the
allegheny was coughing up blood
i
traded down to a trench coat
and a turned-up collar
there
were streetcars that could sing harmony
but
the fog never lifted
as
far as i could tell
---
e b bortz