become
the words
of
a sometimes long lost cause
you've
never shied away
from
most of that
like
your father
taking
the medicine
because
it's pointed deep at his underbelly
where
the traffic is mostly chaos
&
the courtrooms start out
being
rigged
there
are many ways
to
break through the fog
and
claim enlightenment
mostly
though
it's
self-pity
egocentric
self-delusion
(am
i being redundant?)
taking
the lead
convincing
yourself
that
there will be no one else
in
the trenches
when
the shells hit
---
e b bortz