i should say
their surnames
before i
forget them
more than
fifty years have passed
but i'll
say them to myself
since i'd like
to stay away
from phone
calls in the middle of the night
and lawsuits
before there
were murals in the neighborhood
there were
empty walls and vacant lots
and we'd chalk
a rectangle on the wall
for a strike
zone
for a hard
pitched
tennis ball
and a batter
for a pickup
game
and the
mystique
of a ted
kluszewski at bat
in the bottom
of the ninth
the pirates
with bases loaded
and mostly no
hope
of winning
columbia place
was an alley
row
houses
and soot on
the window sills
and your voice
carried
even when
there was
no harmony
about the time
someone became
sixteen
and got their
hands
on the family
car
the drive-ins
just weren't
enough
of an escape
from the smoke
stacks
war dead
& nightly
news
there was
always ripple wine
or thunderbird
to get you
sick
i'm a lucky
one with a low tolerance
learning my
lessons
early
in the shadows
of the west
view park roller coaster
(long gone)
for an
under-achiever
high school
was more like
putting in
time
occasionally
finding a book
that moved you
& a
couple of english teachers
who refused to
force feed you
the
script
when i started
taking the streetcar
from the
northside to the leafy east end
more than one
would ask me
why
why are you
deserting
us
aren't we
good enough
--- e b bortz